umm.. ya i really don't like this thing anymore.. it has become quite gay. like the colors don't work anymore so i have this shit color gray [ idt shit can be gray but whatever ] & blah it's just so ugly now. =/. i tried to do xanga but i think thats for like super smart people or something cuz i have no idea how to do it.. i must be one of this hop, skip, & jump away from retardation type of people. but anyways.. today was cool, i had a nightmare last night =/ me, alison, lauren, lindsay, and melissa all went on a cruise and this girl decides to kill us so she shot lauren in the head, pushed lindsey off the boat and chopped melissas eyeballs out.. then she came after me and alison but this big black lady comes and then the lady kills the black lady and i threw a cheese spray bottle at her head and knocked her out then alison kept hitting her over the head w/ a tin can.. then we threw her off the boat and went to the top deck to get the gun that she shot lauren w/ but it was all out of bullets so we went back downstairs and the lady was climbing back up the deck and then yeah.. i woke up. i got ready and i wore a black "the used" t-shirt and jeans and had my hair up in a pony tail.. uhh i got to school kind-of late and stuff.. then i sat w/ mark, some girl, some guy that they call like anal or something, and dan ingram <3. uhh then i went to gym & we started swimming today =/ boo. haha.. ya then the rest of school was boring. umm ya then i came home and cleaned my room and studied for 3 tests for tomorrow.. then my mom took me to the library [i'm such a nerd] then we went out to eat and then went to walgreens cuz i needed a new notebook and stuff. now i'm home and i'm gonna go take another bath w/ bubbles, and candles and stuff.. i did it yesterday and it was so relaxing omg it felt awesome. oook well i'm done talking.. i have 3 surveys for you! <3

Hair color: brown

color: pink black white silver

wanted to beat me for makin this to long: no

[ / LAST PERSON YOU...

spoke to: my mom
had a conversation with: online? drew.. in person, my mom
yelled at: jokingly lauren
complimented: um.. no one
had a crush on: oh boy i have 5 of them! haha
made plans with: alison/ lauren/ lindsey/ and melissa
said 'hi' to: My mom
wished you were with: haha ;)
had a dream about: alison/ lauren/ lindsey/ and melissa
made you laugh: well.. at school: alex.. on the bus: alison/ lauren
told a secret to: umm.. i don't know
rode in the car with: my mom

% # [ / LAST...

liquid you drank: rc
store you went to: walgreens with my mom
item you spent money on: a magazine about jessica simpson w/ 2 naked men or something.. a hot pink notebook.. and a purple folder
time you made a fool of yourself in public: umm.. i don't member
time you had a fight with your parents: like a week ago0
time you got grounded: couple months ago
time you cried: today
were embarassed: today


% # [ / DO YOU..

smoke: um.. not really.. like if i really want one i'll have one but no not really
speak another language: me and alisons
drink: yeah
get more than 8 hours of sleep daily: uh like 7
lie a lot: yeah haha
make fun of others to their face: =/ kind of.. gosh i'm a bitch
go to more than 5 concerts a year: no =(


% # [ / HAVE YOU..

lied to your parents: yeah
cheated: on a test? yes haha.. on someone, sadly yes :(
shoplifted: yeah
done anything you regret: yeah!
fallen asleep during a movie: uh huh
gotten in a physical fight: nope
been suspended: never
stayed up for 24 hours straight: yess
complimented someone and not ment it: prolly

About Yourself
>< Marital Status:: single
>< Hair Type:: long and all one length but i'm getting layers tomorrow
>< Eye color:: hazel
>< Skin Color:: tan
>< Shoe Size:: 8
>< AIM/AOL Screen Name:: theshowdown523ox

Favorites…
>< Word(s):: fuck it.. cunt.. don't worry about it.. aminah abdul jabar
>< Language:: english?
>< Food:: mexican
>< T.V Show(s):: boy meets world & sister sister
>< Movie:: holes, a cinderella story, and um others
>< Pet:: dogs
>< Animal:: monkeys
>< Number:: 2
>< Telephone Number: are you asking what mine is or what my fav. fone number would be? my fav. number would be like 696*6969 :)
>< Week Day:: friday
>< Place:: partys.. football games.. your bed..
>< Weather:: sunny and warm
>< Flower:: tulips? idk
>< Scent:: cologne <33 or candies perfume or britney spears perfume
>< Store:: zumies
>< Style:: idk.. i like jeans and a cute t-shirt.. or um 2 tank tops.. like a pink tank top w/ a black one layered over it but you can still see the black w/ ripped jeans ya know ya know.. ah that sounds like a really cute outfit.. i shall wear it soon.
>< Book:: holes.
>< Celebrity:: shia labeouf // britney spears // khleo thomas.. idk

Have you ever?
>< Gotten detention?: ya for dress code >:| damn deans
>< Gotten suspended?: nope
>< Got Grounded?: many times
>< Cheated On Someone?: =/ meh yea
>< Were Caught Cheating?: in school? yeah
>< Lost Your Wallet?: nope
>< Lost Your Cellular Phone?: well.. i thought i did but it was really in my pocket =/
>< Spied On Your Mom And Dad?: why would i
>< Were Caught Doing something wrong?: i think so
>< Cursed At Your Parents?: well.. yeah
>< Used a Friend?: nah thats bullshit
>< Been Used By A Friend?: prolly
>< Been Cheated On?: maybe
>< Been To the Emergency Room?: ya
>< Broken a Bone?: never

Are you...
>< Lesbian/Gay?: no
>< Bisexual?: nope
>< Somewhat Attractive?: haha no
>< Depressed?: no.. i'm sad at times but i wouldn't call it depression, thats bullshit when people are like "i'm depressed" just cuz they're sad at times.. depressions a sickness not something you say when you want attention
>< In Pain?: nope
>< Worried?: not rite now
>< In Shock?: no
>< Excited?: sure
>< Happy?: yep
>< Obsessed?: no.. ?
>< A Drug Addict?: nope
>< A Smoker?: uh
>< An Alcoholic?: haha what can i say?
>< A Loner?: hmm.. maybe
>< Loved?: probably not
>< Hated?: yeah
>< Wanted?: doubt it
>< Unwanted?: prolly
>< Bored?: thats why im doing this
>< Having Fun?: noope
>< Listening To Music?: ya
>< Watching T.V?: no
>< On the Computer?: wat do u think
>< Doing Homework?: nope

Choose:
>< Dog or Cat?: dogs
>< Sleeping or Awake?: awake.. unless im tired
>< Sunny or Gloomy?: sunny
>< Dark or Light?: middle
>< Pretty or Ugly?: why pretty of course
>< Computer or T.V?: computer
>< Noise or Silence?: depends
>< Boys or Girls?: BOYS <3
>< Gum or Candy?: gum
>< Juice or Soda?: juice
>< Beer or Cigarette?: meh
>< Old or Young?: young
>< Boring or Fun?: fun!
>< Numbers or Letters?: i dont care
>< Bath or Shower?: shower.. but lately i've been in a very bathy mood
>< Dry or Wet?: dry

Who was the last person...
>< You Talked To?: my mom
>< You Listened To?: my mom
>< You Looked At?: my mom
>< You Smelled?: um?
>< You Touched?: alex
>< You Instant Messaged?: rick
>< Broke Up With?: josh
>< You Lost?: kevin <3 rip
>< You Laughed With?: lauren and alison
>< Yelled At?: no one

hello everyone <3 how are you guys this fine beautiful day? <3. i'm good, thanks! haha...wow i'm in a really good mood, yesterday was a bad day but today is swell. yeah yesterday a lot of bad shit happened, and i cried myself to sleep...but then i woke up this morning & was in a really good mood, and it lasted all day! yay! the only bad thing about this weekend is that i have 2 tests to study for!!! tonights the football game, we beat lockport!! go east!! yay haha, uhh...i met shia labeouf last sunday!! yaaaa, see i'll fill u in on all u guys missed!...

friday : [i forgot what i wore]

went to a party...then went to buffalo wild wings w/ alison...then ryan breakey & bill picked us up and we drove around. something SCARY happened that night =/.

saturday : [hoodie and pj pants]

went to the movies & saw "the grudge" then babysat w/ alison @ this tony kids house...then slept over @ alisons.

sunday : [black tank top w/ red and pink swirls on it and black pants]

i met shia labeouf! <3 yeah, i came home from alisons @ like 1...took a shower and got ready...then mrs. ortiz and christy came and picked me up & we went to chicago, got to the theatre and sat around for like an hour because we got there a little early & they hadn't opened up the doors to the actual place where we sat so we sat in the lobby and we were the only teenagers there the rest of the people were like film makers and producers and actors/actresses! uncle phil from fresh prince of bel air was there too <3. then when the doors opened me and christy like ran in and we were the 4th people to get in so we got good seats. 1st to 4th row were reserved for the actors and film makers [la de da ;)] and me, christy & mrs. ortiz got 5th row. we sat in there for like 20 minutes, then guess who walks in! none other then shia labeouf, he sat right in front of me but 3 rows down...so like i had perfect view of the back of his head lmao, christy had perfect view of the side of his head...but story time *so me and christy were talking and then mrs. ortiz was liek CHRISTY LOOK! and pointed at shia who was walkin in and holy crap he's so skinny and cute but anyways and then there was these 3 film makers in front of us and i was like "oh...my...god! it's shia!" semi-loud and they started laughing =/ haha...then the show started, shia won an award...he jumped on the stage when he was supposed to go up the stairs haha but ya and then his boxers were hangin out and i was like "LOOK CHRISTY NO MORE WHITEY TITEYS!"[he was wearin whitey titeys in holes when he had to unchange ya know ya know] and then later on uncle phil from fpoba [he was the speaker] was starting to talk and shia was talkin to his friend and he's like "...shut up labeouf" haha it was funny, then this teenaged black actor was gonna say his little "Acceptance speech" for his award and he was chewin gum so u couldnt understand him and uncle phil from fpoba was like "take out ur gum" and embarrased him and was like "i'm sorry brotha i didn't mean to embarras u i was just tryin to keep it real like labeouf would say" cuz the day before shia did a speech at a school in chicago and i guess he swore or soemthing and the principle yelled @ him and was like "i'm gonna have to suspend you for swearing" and shias like "i didnt come here to make friends with the teachers i came here to keep it real" lmao..ya then afterwards christy wouldn't go up to shia so me and mrs. ortiz went up to him and she tapped him on the shoulder and was like "excuse me shia...could u take a picture w/ my daughter?" and he looked over at me [cuz he thought i was her daughter] and pulled me over by him and had his arm around mea nd i'm sitting there tryin to like walk out of it cuz he was suppose to take a picture w/ christy and he wouldnt let me so he probably thought i was retarded or something haha...yeah then shes like "ooh christy get in the picture" and we took a picture...then we all went down for a dinner type thing and we didn't see shia so we walked around tryin to find him then christy had to go to the bathroom so she went and i was sittin there waitin then all of a sudden i just had a feeling shia was there? and i was like "C'MON CHRISTY WE G2 GO FIND SHIII..." and as i turned around while i was saying that shia was standing right there and his best friend was there and he started laughing and shia smiled and then i smiled then turned around and like screamed "I FOUND HIM!" and his friend like pulled on shia and was like "shia c'mon dude we g2 go!" and so he left i was like aww boo! but yeah then something really good happened w/ a producer and i'm not gonna say anything cuz i'll jinx myself but lets just say, i'll be busy w/ auditions for a while :-*

monday - thursday - [school]

school blah blah blah...

today - [orange tshirt with white writing and jeans]

ya fun day, goin to the game tonight...ya

-brit